Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Lover

When we give love, to whom is it that we give that love to?
It is generally the one(s) easiest to love...but this often means the one(s) in need of it least.  As for the unlovable?  Nah, it's much too hard to love them.  Yet there lies the greatest need for love.  

When I am insecure, hurting, needy, wallowing in self pitty...I know I am no fun to love.  But that is when I ache for it the most.  

How quickly I forget that feeling and pass by loving another aching for it.  Because that person is just so arrogant, selfish, needy, annoying, time consuming, not fun, clingy, etc.  

Aching for love is one of the most impossible hurts.  How quickly I'm reminded when I begin to forget.